44th Birthday...

It was my 44th 15:55 today, a day that my soul willingly or reluctantly came on the ground again for something to achieve in this life. My childhood memories are becoming more and more blur as I get aged on the one hand and the time I spent after late 20's seems to be becoming more vividly memorable and meaningful to me. 

Fortunately, my life so far was not like roller coasters, but if I try to come up with anything right metaphor to express my life from late 20's until now, my flight (life) must have been flying in constant air turbulence. No air pockets, but just constant turbulence. 

Now that the control tower has finally allowed my aircraft to touch down on the ground, I'm so surprised that it managed well with the limited fuel to endure this super long flight. 

The Autumn's comfortable weather and seasonal harvest good foods gives us more appetite. It is very important for us to take as much nutrition as possible for coming Winter. And we just wait and wait for the moment in next Spring to unleash the energy saved and nurtured during Winter.

Every time I see fallen leaves in Autumn and the phenomenon of color change, I end up thinking about it. The nature automatically starts consuming their energy as minimized as possible. They become to look as if lifeless or even dead, but they are surly alive under the ground systematically pumping up their energy vibes into the veins. 

  

I saw a very strange dream last night. I was talking with an old guy whose appearance was complete changed as before, and was irritated a bit by the way he talks as if one were hiding... Sometimes hard to catch what he was trying to say to me.

This old man was holding a small box in his hand which curiously caught my attention. What is inside? And he suddenly brought his face right in front of mine. His clear innocent eyes contrasted to his appearance was impressive to me. And I woke up.

Very interesting dream. I better try comprehend the meaning of this dream. If I can't, better see my friend for help.

10 min before the time will strike at 15:55.

And I become 44.

Masami