Hold it, or Share it...



Hold it by yourself?
or
Share it?
It's about your sorrows...

1人抱えますか?
それとも
分け合いますか?
あなたの悲しみの事です。


I saw a dream last night again. My diva sang a song. It was her own song this time. In the dream, my conscious was clear and I was focusing on listing to her song which means it might be a message. The process was the same as my previous post.

Back Number:DREAMS~WHAT DO YOU KNOW, MOON?


Every moment
Every day
Don't cry no more
Not supposed to hold your sorrows by yourself
Every moment
Communicated tenderness
We make our hearts together feeling so fine
Hold me tight all night long

I guess that I might not have had any clear dreams and visions so far in my life. I've just been doing what I have to. And the things that I feel have to just happened to be dreams. I always needed a freedom for it. However I occasionally need to take a deep breath putting the pursuit aside for a while.

I wonder if I could laugh at the pains when I let go all the things I feel urged. I was kind of about to accept Chiron's fate from the Great Greek Myth, when I had that dream.

One morning on my day off, I went to McDonald for a cup of coffee. Once I entered the entrance, "All by myself" by Eric Carmen was being played.

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

What is it for? Is it a message for me? Or somebody's thoughts might be coming in my mind? 

I better take a deep breath for a break now...


夢をまた見た。歌姫が歌う。今回は彼女自身の歌だ。私はその夢の中で彼女の歌に必死に耳を傾ける。つまり、メッセージという事だ。これは数日前に書いた夢のプロセスと同じという事だ。

過去の投稿:DREAMS~WHAT DO YOU KNOW, MOON?

Every moment
Every day
Don't cry no more
悲しみは一人きりで、そう背負わないで
Every moment
Communicated tenderness
二人なら、心は Feel so fine
抱きしめて All night long


明確な「夢」というものを抱いたことはないと思う。ただ、やるべきことをやってきた。やるべきと感じた事がたまたま夢だったのかもしれない。その為に、いつも自由が必要だった。でも、ふとした時に、一息つきたくなる時がある。その探究をちょっと脇に置いて。

そんな、自分を追い立てるものから手を放してしまえは、痛みを笑い飛ばせるのだろうか?ギリシャ神話のキロンの宿命を受け入れようと、心に思った矢先の昨晩の夢。

休日の朝、マクドナルドで静かに過ごそうと店に入った。すると店内にはエリック・カルメンの All By Myselfが流れていた。

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

全ては私へのメッセージなのか?それとも、また他者の思いが入ってきてしまっているのか?

深呼吸をした方が良いかもしれない・・・

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