The month, Jun...

The month, JUN.

 Already 23rd today. I already wrote this draft in the first week, but I've kept leave it in the draft box since then.

It's been just one year since I came back to this town. I completely forgot about it until I'd overheard that my boss at work talked to himself one day, "We are already in Jun!". And I said to him, "Just one year after moving back in Nagai", and he asked me if that was fast? 

"Oh, yeah...!"

My life style might have bend changed somehow from the past, even the way I feel about life in general. Plus even the relationship with my family and so-called friends I'd had so far... 

What is this feeling???

It is like my obsessions are gone... Obsessions for life, for people, and for the ideas or motto that I did stick to for years and years. I can't see well yet how this change is working for me and my life now. However so far so good, I guess. 

I thought that I could recover soon from all the fatigues of my years and years journey in the past 20 years. However I still need to work on it. It's been a month since I resumed swimming exercise at a neighbor's public pool. Not harsh one, but just 1000m for 30min in one time. I'm already at the age of 44, and I should keep doing it based on my health maintenance.

We will never be able to avoid aging physically, but it is possible for us to age slowly and gracefully somehow by taking care of our body conditions well.

Just don't do it too much.



We had the Summer solstice 2 days ago. The length of days starts shortening day by day for Winter on the one hand, Summer will be authentic soon after this rainy season period. The symbolic hydrangeas are now in full bloom here and there. Every time I see the bunches of flowers blooming between the green leaves, they look like galaxies in the space.

I'm trying to understand my galaxy of life from the astrology point of views now which is a bit difficult to understand the theory including the meanings of planets, star signs and so on. However it is not bad to have some knowledge about the astrology.

Some say that Astrology is a kind of suspicious fortune telling or something else. However it is for me one of the admirable studies inherited from the ancient times. I would rather say, it is a wisdom. The galaxy was designed by the existence which is far beyond our human's knowledge and understanding. And we are just one tiny tiny part of the design under the name of Perfection.

Let's see how useful it is going to be for the rest of my life...

Have a nice weekend!


Masami