Meeting my true inner self

I'm regularly visiting a tarot reader once a month in order for me to know if I still keep walking on the right truck. I was really fortunate that I met her by chance. It was actually not a chance, but a synchronicity brought me to her which I'm becoming to feel so. Lump and Tarot

Her reading is quite accurate, and the cards never tell a lie...

Right after I visited her the other day probably 2 weeks ago, I had a dream at night which was a very uncomfortable to me. It was very symbolic, and very scary to me. In the dream, somebody, a guy was trying to break a door very roughly with a firm intention, and inside the door, there was also somebody else lying on the floor shaking his body harshly. 

As soon as I woke up from the dream, I got the meaning of this dream. Really easy. The faces in the dream were not clear to recognize who it was. However I was able to feel who it was. I know the guy who was trying to break the door. And the guy who was lying on the floor trembling was me. 

2 days ago, I went to see her again to find out what is the meaning of the dream even though I was already quite sure about it. And the cards told me the same, but with more details. 

Anyway, I need to deal well with it. 

Masami