Coming back in the frame...

The Sun is finally coming back in the frame. 

When I moved to this flat last Jun, I started following the Sunrise from my balcony. Always in the same frame position, but the views were never the same. Depending on the timing to get out of my bed and to open the door, I see different skies and clouds in different beautiful colors of light. That makes me feel that flowers, butterflies are not the only hints of New Spring Arrival. I could enjoy amazing views as long as I live here in this town and stand on the balcony.

The time goes very fast...

It's been almost a year since I moved back in this town, and been already 6 months at my current job. To be honest, everything is surprisingly going well for me, and treating me well. I thought that I'm gonna face some struggles to get everything settled, but the pieces still keep being put in right places little by little. And I don't mind at all that it takes me some time as long as I feel happiness in the state of peaceful mind. 

I stopped being impatient of the idea that my life needs to be like this and like that. I realized that I'd been always in the right flows of my life, and that I didn't have to struggle at all. I just didn't know well how to put the palms of my hands up to the sky, and how to receive the mercies of life. I feel now that physical and emotional trials and errors might have brought me to this feeling and idea. 

I'm still in the process of learning, and I know that the learning is gonna never end. I hope that I'm stepping the stairs steadily up to to my goals. When my time comes, my last simple wish is to feel:

"I've made it". 

Masami